Dad, Why Did You Kill My Mom?
A True Crime Story Unlike Any Other. Told by the Survivor Who Lived It.

Why This Story Must Be Told
What happens to the children left behind in true crime stories? You rarely hear their voices. But now, for the first time, I am telling my story—the raw, unfiltered reality of surviving unthinkable trauma.”
If you’ve ever been drawn to true crime but wondered about the survivors… If you believe stories of resilience and justice deserve to be heard… If you’re searching for a book that will stay with you long after the last page… Then you need to read Dad, Why Did You Kill My Mom?
Inside This Memoir
- A True Crime Story from a Survivor’s Perspective
Forget the focus on killers. Fhis is the story of a child navigating the aftermath of tragedy. - The Aftermath of Testifying Against My Father
I don’t remember everything I said on the stand, but I do remember what came after. I was a child caught in a story too big to understand. This book isn’t just about what happened in court. It’s about surviving the unimaginable and reclaiming my life. - A Story of Strength, Healing, and Finding My Voice
From the depths of grief to reclaiming my life, this memoir will take you on a journey of courage and hope.


"'Why did my dad kill my mom?' I asked her. These words should never leave a child’s mouth."
-Quote from Dad, Why Did You Kill My Mom?
The Time to Read This Story Is NOW
Survivors deserve to be heard.
Their voices matter.
My story matters.
True crime stories often focus on the perpetrators. But what about those left behind? If you’ve ever wanted to hear the untold side of these stories, this book is for you.
Frequently Asked Questions (FAQs)
What is "Dad, Why Did You Kill My Mom?" about?
This true crime memoir tells the gripping story of Nicole Garcia, the daughter of convicted murderer, Paul Rupe, as she navigates the trauma of losing her mother and the emotional journey of healing.
Is this a true crime book based on real events?
Yes, this is a true crime book based on Nicole Garcia’s real-life experiences growing up as the daughter of a murderer and her path to resilience.
How is this book different from other true crime books?
Unlike investigative true crime books, this memoir offers a deeply personal perspective from the victim’s family, making it a powerful story of trauma, survival, and healing.
Who should read this book?
This book is for true crime enthusiasts, memoir readers, and trauma survivors looking for an inspiring story about overcoming adversity.
Where can I buy Dad, Why Did You Kill My Mom??
The book is currently in editing and not yet for sale. However, you can read the first chapter for free—just check the link on this page! Stay tuned for updates on the official release.
Is this book emotionally heavy to read?
Yes, this book deals with family trauma, grief, and survival, but it also focuses on resilience, hope, and finding purpose after tragedy.
Will this book help me if I’m dealing with trauma?
While not a self-help book, Nicole’s story may resonate with readers who have experienced childhood trauma, offering validation and insight into healing.
Does Nicole Garcia share personal reflections and emotions in the book?
Yes, this memoir provides an intimate look at Nicole’s emotions, struggles, and triumphs, making it an authentic and deeply moving read.
Can I gift this book to someone going through a tough time?
Absolutely! While the full book is still in editing and not yet for sale, you can share the free first chapter with them—just check the link on this page. It offers a message of strength and hope. Stay tuned for the official release!
Are there any trigger warnings for this book?
Yes, this book includes themes of murder, domestic violence, childhood trauma, and grief. Readers sensitive to these topics should be aware before reading.